happy :)

MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, September 25, 2008

WOOO... it's been AGES again, since i've blogged! been really really busy. love the modules that i'm taking, hate the amount of work to do. if only we're given time to really research on the topics..... sigh.

Worship Night 2008 finally ended! Didn't have any withdrawal symptoms after that. guess it's cos i was focussing on the technical areas to really feel the atmosphere and enjoy myself. glad to hear the good feedback and a little sad tt some din get the message. :D :( ok.. the feelings of frustration is coming back again. GAH! dun like how they pile so much work on us! feel like screaming.... read from someone's blog tt we have to be thankful that we are able to study n tt we should complain less... will try..

anw.. i've learnt loads from this WN. had loads of different emotions throughout this planning. happy, sad, frustrated, lonely, comforted, angry, excited... i was the in charge, but i really din do much; just putting what others have done together. received the 2 same message when im at my lowest point during the planning-- during the 2nd rehearsal n b4 the last rehearsal. God told me through the daily bread and a friend the exact same thing on these 2 different day (do your best and He will make the most out of it). glad that my frens could come:) some were really supportive and some had only criticism (ouch), some were touched by the whole thing :D haiz.. glad that it's over. n glad tt i dun have to worry about most of my comm members (who r way more experienced than me). now i know one thing for sure: leadership is not really my thing. (unless I really really really rely on God)

guess the topic "change" is really suitable for me. it's amazing how we eventually came up with that theme.. guess i'm still in the process of a rather major change(not talking abt school here). learning to be less of a jerk. realised how i've hurt so many ppl with my insensitive, stupid words. sorry to all who i've hurt by accident... or by purpose. (yup. i can be really bitchy sometimes.. gross.)

i miss my old friends.

still waiting for tt miracle to happen. i know it will.

Shan crapped again at:
1:20 AM <3

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