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MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, May 25, 2007

My husband went missing suddenly. Some people said that he's dead and tried to convince me to give up waiting. But I didn't. For several years, I waited painstakingly for his return, wasting my youth. I knew that he's still alive; and I was right.

I didn't manage to see him but heard from others that he's back. Somehow they seemed worried rather than happy about his return, none of them dared to look at me straight in the eye. I soon found out why. He had betrayed me.

When I did finally see him, we were alone in a building. After a long tough battle, I managed to kill him. Cleaning up my tracks, I locked his body in the "key room".

No one guard even suspected me nor did they find any evidence. However, I rose my both hands to the guards and said, "I killed him."

The days before my death sentence was spent surprisingly, happy and extremely joyful. The king and everyone trusted me, so I didn't have to stay in prison.

On the day of my death, I was waiting in my classroom with most of my other classmates. As usual, we were talking about some nonsense topics. This is the only place in the whole town that is modern looking. While the other buildings in town are brown, dusty and made of large bricks and logs, this one classroom was made out of cement and metal rods. It also has blue chairs and squarish tables with legs protruding outwards, whiteboard and a nice noticeboard with a Superpig poster and mug pictures at the back of the classroom.

I had mixed feelings about this death sentence--nervous and excited. Weird isn't it? I was actually feeling extremely excited about dying! I kept drinking water out of my blue squarish water bottle and walking around restlessly in the classroom.

Gosh! Finally the time arrived. I walked to the center of the large killing field where everyone in town gathered. I walked to the king who was smiling and welcoming me. As I was joking with him and getting ready for my death, I had this sudden urge to go to the lavatory. So I asked the king, "Can I go toilet? Urgent.." The king nodded smilingly, while a guard objected for fear that I escape. The king said that I won't.

When I finally completed my business, I quickly ran back to the stage with the noose only to be woken up by my mother.

Damn. i really wanted to see how is it like to die la. tt's y i kip forcing myself to slp so tt the dream can continue. weird dream huh? it's in the ancient romans time i tink. then suddenly 06s21 pop in halfway thru. dunno wats the "keyroom" but i rmb it in my dream. cool huh?

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Shan crapped again at:
10:25 AM <3

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MIDNIGHT!/ Sunday, May 13, 2007

Shan crapped again at:
3:20 PM <3

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MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, May 09, 2007

O.O my grandmother rox! just now was jumping ard the hse cos of constipation. then my grandmother taught me sth to release all those shit. n it worked! IMMEDIATELY! woohoo! no more constipation forever! wahahahahahaha.

anw.. feeling veri stressed now. n just ytd i was saying tt im veri relaxed. now im taking it all back. after today's phy lesson i was totally. --.--
could hardly smile at all. suddenly felt extremely tired abt studies. gah. totally lost for quantum. din do my hw cos ms lin said last week tt we'll be doing spa this week. tt's y i was so relaxed. gah. read the notes ytd. n there's alot of ques to ask. gah. catch no ball at all. spent a few hrs just to read oni 7 pages. sian. plus this fri have mock spa. sian. hate memorising. dunno wats the use of having spa skill A when its purely memorising. n i suck at memorising. totally. guess i cant go for hol during the june hols le.
teachers r rushing thru every topic now. tink its cos of pre-u sem n midyrs. other sch dun have mid yrs so they dun have to rush. plus with pre-u sem lessons have to be taught finish one week earlier for the midyrs.
sian. moody week. want to pon sch. but scared miss out some impt lessons. plus there's the crazy weather where it'll be either veri veri veri warm or veri windy. guess tt's the cause to the sudden outbreak of pimples for everyone. most ppl i c will be complaining abt their pimples. mine too. luckily my redness helps to sort of cover them.

...forget abt all those...GAH. just rmb tt i oso have piano exam soon after midyrs. totally not prepared for it. plus this time it'll be veri veri hard to pass due to too much candidates. notice tt i use much instead of many here. n bcos of increase in demand, cost of taking the exam has been increasing crazily over the yrs. talk abt price inelasticity of demand for all piano students. wow.. n to tink i disliked econs. it turned out to be the most relevant subj in my life(for now). better buck up.

anw... on the lighter note, I HAVE PASSED MY 2.4KM RUN!
wahahahaha... ok. it may be nth much to most of u, but its a big deal for me ok! i even forgot when i last passed it. (for ur info i DID pass my 2.4 b4). tt morn there were many bad signs. constipation, muscle strain n it rained just b4 the actual thing. luckily mrs wee insisted tt we run despite the rain. n thank god the rain stopped just b4 we run. so the weather was terribly prefect for running. no blazing hot sun tt will really kill me. n tze chong also ran with me to pace me. helped me alot. plus i was singing a christian song in my head throughout the run to kip my mind away frm running. forgot wats the song but rmb tt it got nth to do with the run. jeremy cheated my feelings by saying tt i got D. whoa. frightened me alot. i was not expecting an E n he told me tt i got D. not true la of cos. but still veri happy. cos dun need to re-test!! woohoo! if mrs wee ask me re-test n aim for a silver i'll defy her. tt day was really my best. :D cant believe i did it. :D
just rmb the song liao. here's the lyrics:
god will make a way,
where there seems to be no way.
he works in ways we cannot see,
he will make a way for me.
he will be my guide,
hold me closely to his side.
?????(er i guess i really did forget the rest of the lyrics. hee.)
singapore's focus of education is too performance-orientated.

Shan crapped again at:
10:34 PM <3

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