MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Shan crapped again at:
9:09 PM <3
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boo! wahahaha. today veri fun. but b4 i start abt the fun stuff im gg to tok abt my impossible wishlist 4 my bdae! impossible cos no one can fulfill it unless they're rich n super super generous. n even though its not even NEAR my bdae, hee. im alr thinking abt my wishlist. here's it:1) no need to say. sth tt's not materialistic. hate waiting.2) A REAL DOG! no fake ones. fake ones r really.. fake. i want a dog i want a dog. i miss having a dog. I WANT A DOG. tt's wat's screaming in my heart now. i hate my big bro. rich kid.. or rather.. old kid.3) i want a gd camera phone with a gd design n radio n blue tooth n.. dunno yet.4) i want everyone ard me to be happy! sounds cheesy rite? hee. love seeing happy faces. but not those zi high ones hu will do weird stuff. rite maio?5) i want to.. watch movie, go kbox, ice skating, play pool etc. this yr havent do those yet. surprisingly. im a nerd.tt's all. for now.n back to today! er.. nth much happened today actually. but archery was quite fun. the fun part is our happy hr after arch today! with the other smss gurls-meeha, xiu-li n lei lei. we r truly smss gurls. tok loud loud one, not caring abt other ppl. whoa.. the same old smss feel is coming back. :) (even though they're not the usual smss ppl i hang out with to tok n the topics r veri diff.. but the feel is still the same.) we smss peeps r the same everywhere. woohoo! ate till im full. then we continued chatting. until.. my small bro called to tell me tt my piano cher came alr. !! i totally forgot abt tt la! then i rushed back(yeah rite. i sort of strolled back) anw.. when i reached home my sis oso just reached so she started 1st. but i rushed back 4 nth... cos my sis having piano exam soon. so my cher asked if i can give my slot to her. wah.. if lyk tt i shud have continued chit-chatting with the smss peeps. oh yeah! meena. opps. meeha, xiuxiu n lei lei today abit sort sort one. tink they fell in love with me or sth. whole day kip saying my name. loudly. WHOLE DAY. leilei admitted to it. knew it. she's crazy abt me. (eee.. sounds wrong) tot tt they got bored alr. until after dinner they got back the energy n continued. ..... my name.. veri funny meh?? gurls.. r so hard to understand. sigh..we gg to meet up to shoot on sat. hopefully silvia can go oso. n play the 123 game with us. no more meh meh liao. heh.
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MIDNIGHT!/ Saturday, January 27, 2007
mans.. wat a day. loads of weird things happened in the morning. here's the list:
1) they announced tt ppl wearing 3/4 pants etc. will be disqualified. shit. i was wearing 3/4s. luckily ms lina got pins n me n silvia started folding n pining.
2) we saw a monkey! frm dunno where. tink frm juan chen's house there.
3) i moved forward with the 1st detail(im in the 2nd detail) during equipment inspection. great. malu-ed myself totally. n clement shouted to me frm far far away tt im in the wrong place when i was alr moving away. grreat.
4) i tot we were shooting at 30m at 1st. but when the 1st detail started their sighter round(test round) i had to quickly unscrew the whole sight pin n screw again. making me n xiu-li late for the impt sighter round.
5) i walked forward again when im not supposed to. this time i tot we were gg to collect arrows. end up finding out tt it was the 1st details turn to shoot. malu-ed myself again. (its open field u know.) gah..
6) one of the rounds i walked faster than the rest. n ended up walking too far to the line infront. great. luckily this time not veri obvious cos got quite alot of ppl nearby.
7) i missed the board n hit this plastic tube which was meant as a marker. shot right thru the middle. leaving a prominent hole there. cool. wanted to take photo. but dunno if tt's allowed.
loved the gurls team. had alot of fun. esp the meh meh game. hahahha. this competition veri relaxing. not even nervous at all lyk the previous comp. dunno y so much weird things happened when im not nervous. maybe too relaxed. the other competitors at my target oso veri nice. n funny. kept joking with each other while pulling out the arrows.
oh yeah oh yeah! i shot the bulleyes right smack in the middle. (c pic below) at the small cross there. whoa. felt great lah. on tt small small little cross. cool. 
it rained too. n we shoot under the rain. veri veri nice exp. felt great. shot better during tt time. loved the rain. but got sunburn even though there's no sun..... our team go qualified for the team event!! got the 6th position out of 9. veri gd alr hor. cos it's silvia's 2nd time shooting 50 m. (silei wasnt in the team due to some admin prob). team event was elimination round. meaning 2 teams compete n the the winning team move on to the next round. it was raining more heavily then. n our team did horribly. so after the 1st match we got eliminated. sian. kept missing the board oso. BUT! the team tt competed with us got 1st! so.. its not tt bad rite? :D asked the gurls team to throw the finger tap together. silvia started throwing in the sky. but tt's for victors. so i threw it onto the ground hard. nice feeling mans. can put all my disappointment in myself into throwing it. after tt silei told me tt got some ppl laughing at us. "-_-"actually one of the guys team got into the team event oso. they supposed to get 7th position. but cos of some admin thing..... they got 9th position. really not our fault.got really upset at 1st cos i found out abt all the admin probs. they changed our teams such tt the best archers r not in the team event. if not our chances of winning can be rather high. esp the boys team. sigh. wasted. ms lina got really angry with this system n asked to coach to come over to confront him in front of us. he explained things but those explanations r kinda.. lyk excuses. think it's cos ms lina sort of scolded him infront of all of us. (she was trying to control her temper n tears throughout the whole thing) poor coach. he sort of screwed up his veri 1st competition. (he just became the president of the organisation) mans.. i know exactly how he felt la. ms lina ah, she really cared for our club veri much. she was the most affected person by all these complications. she was really trying to control herself when she told us abt the admin mistakes. oh yeah. she today veri cute. raining tt time will cover herself with the file/jacket while rooting 4 us. haiya.. how to say.. go c the arch blog 4 pics... the most impt thing is......... SILEI GOT 5TH!!!! tt's lyk.. WOW! veri hard to get tt la. alot of pros. (guys much much harder to get) she's damn gd la. veri veri gd. ...n im 18th. out of 36 ppl. not tt bad la. compared to the 1st competition when im 5th oso.. frm the bottom. maybe if there wasnt this admin prob our team might be 2nd or 3rd. played with silei's trophy for a while. pretended tt i was the winner. whoa. tt feeling ah. shiok man. but i can oni live in self denial 4 tt short short moment. returned back to reality veri quickly. sadded.after tt me, silei, xiu-li n meena went for happy hr (4/6 chinese peeps.. sound familiar?). we went to chun tin rd to drown our sorrows. but somehow after the confrontation we 4got our sorrows.in all, great competition. had loads of fun. even though i was really really disappointed tt i wasnt even close to winning anything. i really really really really want to win sth b4 i step down. i must. should have gone for intensive trainings last yr. wasted.
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MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, January 25, 2007
im home alr!
woohoo! home so early today. just now was extremely stressed abt all the hw n revision i have to do. until i drew up my timetable for this weekend. felt much better now. so slacking:) hopefully i'll stick to this timetable la. hee.
this sat have archery competition!! looking forward to it. strangely i'll perform better than usual on the training b4 comp. or rather, i perform worse than b4 2 trainings b4 comp. was veri sian abt arch until ytd's training. cant wait 4 the comp. the trophy really inspired me. hopefully i can win sth.
sg's weather veri weird lately. ytd was rather warm. then it rained in the noon. then it was lyk in a desert(got tanner) during arch. then at nite it was freezing. n today it was still freezing.
just now during recess i saw my fren n waited 4 her to tok/complain to her fren finish b4 i can tok to her. but she just ignored me after tt n walked off. wad the.. it sort of ruined my mood after tt. sian-ed. dunno y she'll always get so worked up so easily abt things de. made me abit dun want to tok to her the next time liao. tt kinda reminded me of our other fren hu ignores ppl when she's mad. sigh. if i get angry tt easily i'll feel damn horrible all the time mans. (lyk last time..)
im a mugger. the 1st thing i do when i reach home is always to take out my bag n start hw. gah. gross. this. is. sth. i'll. nv. do. last. time. whoa.. tinking abt last time ah.. nv listen in kls, nv do hw. fails alot of tests. but somehow during exam managed to scrap through. whoa. if i do tt now i'll nv be able to scrap through. let alone getting an A 4 the As. AAA.
cant wait to know if im choosen for the cambodia trip!!! ahh!!! im the oni oni one in kls hu wanted to go for this trip. sadded. but i still want to go. i want i want i want.(sounds lyk a pampered kid rite? got influenced by maio) oh yeah. i ytd nite slept at 8pm plus. amazing rite? dunno y i was dead tired. just fell on my bed n slp. got woken up a few times. 1) my dad called me. 2) everyone else r not slping n they r somehow veri high. 3) the lights r not switched off. n u know wat? today i nearly fell aslp during lecture. go figure.
Shan crapped again at:
4:43 PM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, January 19, 2007
reality seems so unreal. strange.
i've finally shitted.
Shan crapped again at:
11:31 PM <3
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MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, January 12, 2007
long time no blog! had nth much to blog abt. got punished by teachers alr in this 2 weeks. Thrice! whoa. i better start working hard.
anw, there're some funny stuff tt happened in kl which i forgot to post abt. so.. now im gg to post abt them! yeah.. a bit late. we were at starbucks in pyramid plaza waiting for my dad's fren(he was supposed to pass us sth). waited for quite long then my mom started to call him. but when he picked up we saw a guy holding a phone oso looking for someone in starbucks. so my mom put down the phone n called for him. he seemed to not know tt he was supposed to pass us sth. it was only until after we called our dad then we somehow realised tt its the wrong guy! HAHAHA. such coincidence la! cos he oso looking 4 ppl. but dunno whether he knew tt the person he's looking 4 is not my mom. "-_-" he still conversed to my dad on wat he was supposed to pass to my mom. lol! funny. dunno if he was scolded by my dad or not.......
when i was in sunway lagoon queueing up for sth with the rest i tot the person in front of me was my mom. so i rested my hands on her shoulders n played with her hair. THEN. i started to wonder y her hair's so curly n long. nooooo... wrong person again. indian i tink. i quickly ran away after tt. so malu. dunno if she knew. cos i was playing with her hair for quite some time. whoa!
oh. i edited my promos result slip for fun:) to make myself happy la. all As. cool huh. dun want to put it up. later i get scolded. looks veri real. im gd~~
im feeling weird lately. loads of ups n downs. finally understood how my big bro felt. sigh.
i want to learn driving i want to learn driving. i want to learn driving. but i cannot. i cannot. i cannot. cos this yr A lvl plus piano exam. haiya.
oh yeah. im veri proud of myself during pe lessons. cos i nv stop to walk when im supposed to run! whee! guess its cos the runs r short. but hopefully its not cos of tt.
did a learning style test. found out tt im a veri high visual. hee. gd for me. was jealous of maio at 1st cos she's high in everything. meaning tt she can absorb info veri easily. but nvm. found out online the benefits of being high in one area. oh. if u want to find out wat is ur learning style n wat is the most effective way to study, go to google n type 'vark' n start doing the test!
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MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, January 05, 2007
... feeling really down lately. after the 1st day of sch esp.
nth much happened in sch. just hw hw n more hw. but! i managed to slp well these few days! tink cos tired ba. during the hols, forgot the feeling of coming to sch, doing hw, waking up early. now, a bit not used to it.
tink i getting old. i now yearn for peace n quiet. argh!! im gg to be 18!! tt's lyk wat mrs tan said: 2 yrs to 20! sobs..
these few days i kept imaging myself driving. whee! cant wait to get my license. until... i found out that i can get my license after.. so long? abit sian diao. but i still want to learn. (lyk wat maio always say: i want i want i want iwantiwantiwant!!!)
mrs tan speech was rather motivating. was paying attention throughout the whole thing. tink i must brush up my bootlicking skills. hee. at least im more hardworking this yr! sort of..
loved the xmas pres tt maio gave me. veri useful. veri useful indeed. brought many joy to my life today. fufufu.. heheheh.. muahahahahahaha. ;) cant wait till i show it to my other frens. ;D
ouch.
help. im giving up hope.
Shan crapped again at:
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MIDNIGHT!/ Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Shan crapped again at:
11:53 PM <3
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