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MIDNIGHT!/ Friday, November 21, 2008


God has given me, and is still giving, so much things that i really don't deserve.



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MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, September 25, 2008


WOOO... it's been AGES again, since i've blogged! been really really busy. love the modules that i'm taking, hate the amount of work to do. if only we're given time to really research on the topics..... sigh.

Worship Night 2008 finally ended! Didn't have any withdrawal symptoms after that. guess it's cos i was focussing on the technical areas to really feel the atmosphere and enjoy myself. glad to hear the good feedback and a little sad tt some din get the message. :D :( ok.. the feelings of frustration is coming back again. GAH! dun like how they pile so much work on us! feel like screaming.... read from someone's blog tt we have to be thankful that we are able to study n tt we should complain less... will try..

anw.. i've learnt loads from this WN. had loads of different emotions throughout this planning. happy, sad, frustrated, lonely, comforted, angry, excited... i was the in charge, but i really din do much; just putting what others have done together. received the 2 same message when im at my lowest point during the planning-- during the 2nd rehearsal n b4 the last rehearsal. God told me through the daily bread and a friend the exact same thing on these 2 different day (do your best and He will make the most out of it). glad that my frens could come:) some were really supportive and some had only criticism (ouch), some were touched by the whole thing :D haiz.. glad that it's over. n glad tt i dun have to worry about most of my comm members (who r way more experienced than me). now i know one thing for sure: leadership is not really my thing. (unless I really really really rely on God)

guess the topic "change" is really suitable for me. it's amazing how we eventually came up with that theme.. guess i'm still in the process of a rather major change(not talking abt school here). learning to be less of a jerk. realised how i've hurt so many ppl with my insensitive, stupid words. sorry to all who i've hurt by accident... or by purpose. (yup. i can be really bitchy sometimes.. gross.)

i miss my old friends.

still waiting for tt miracle to happen. i know it will.



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MIDNIGHT!/ Saturday, August 23, 2008


i complain alot. n i dun lyk tt. but complaining helps me relieve stress. so how?

i'm beginning to enjoy school:)



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MIDNIGHT!/ Monday, August 11, 2008


it's been exactly ONE year since i've blogged!
ok.. here are some updates of my life now:
1) i'm in NUS studying FASS. had my 1st lecture today. NM1101E. just introduction. the lecturers seem fun. think i'll enjoy this module even though it looks boring:)

2) i still dunno what i want to do in the future. not gd in arts n humans at all. O.O (then why did u choose FASS??) chose FASS bcos comm n new media is the only course im interested in. for now. which scares me.

3) i went to melbourne twice n gold coast once n sydney once n japan once during this one year im gone. jealous?? bet u r. will consider putting up the pics soon. several factors to consider in making this decision: pros-ppl will be jealous seeing how blessed i m. cons-ppl will be jealous n kill me. hmmm... we'll see. i'll probably be too lazy to post them. n this is the 1st time i get to go to so many ctries in such a short period of time. :D as i said, im blessed:)

4) im involved in alot more church activities which kinda frightens me cos just one yr ago im doing nth in church. now... hmm getting used to it. but dunno how the others managed to handle so many jobs in church. n work at the same time. really pei fu them. now im experimenting to see which area of service im more suitable at. tt's y when ppl ask me to take up a task i'll likely to agree. enjoy doing some of the them, losing interest in some.

5) im leading my fellowship's worship night this year! something very new to me. leading a grp of ppl who r more experienced than me. anw.. this yr's worship night will be GREAT! says chow shan shan. great music n great ****(its a secret) anyone who's reading this now n wants to know more about the worship night do contact me! will put up the poster as soon as its done.

6) i joined 2 choir events! O.O (what??!! shan shan joined choir?? u sure?) yup. i like singing, esp christian songs. din usually sing in front of ppl cos i shy. >.<(u sing gd or not?? scarly lyk killing chickens.... how to go?) hmm.. dun think i sing very well but i blend in with the others. so i assure u tt these 2 events will be safe:)
One of them is Steven Tong Gospel Rally from 11-14 sept. heard tt the speaker, steven tong, is very good. n this rally will be abt "who is jesus?". the other event is a musicial! great music n acting. it'll be in 27-29 nov about jesus' life. sold some tics to some of u alr cos the tics r running out this. not sure abt the rally. both r open to christians n non-christians who r interested in knowing more about jesus n also for ppl who wish to support me lyk those darlings who bought tics frm me:D contact me oso if u r interested.

tt's all from me for now. may blog soon if i feel lyk it. tahtah!



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MIDNIGHT!/ Saturday, August 11, 2007


this week: sick. now ok le. but still feel lathargic.
last week: on-off headaches. doc said tt i have magarine(dunno how to spell)

.............................................hw....................................................overly overdue hw...................................................overly overly overdued hw...........................................................................gahhhhh.........................................................


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tired... oh yeah! just rmb! i these few days slp later than usual n wake up earlier than expected. no wonder i so tired these few days! slpy but cannot slp.



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MIDNIGHT!/ Sunday, July 15, 2007


just read finish this awful "best-selling" book. the main character reminded me of someone who's very dear to me. it was so awful tt i had to read the book finish by ytd hoping to see the happy ending. it made me wondered how did she manage to handle the matter so strongly. esp when it happened so many times to her. just then a christian tune came into my head. wasnt thinking abt it. until the next morning then i rmb the lyrics. "give them all~ give them all~~~~ give them all to jesus. shattered dreams, wounded heart, broken toys~~~" maybe tt's how she handled it.
everytime i sing christian songs n think abt the lyrics while singing, i'll feel lyk crying. not in pain but in gratitude. :D

anw.. to those who want to lose weight n eat less fast food, this may help.

go to youtube n type "kfc cruelty"
it's interesting. no time to put it up here. need to go. bye.



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MIDNIGHT!/ Sunday, July 08, 2007


wah!! my sense of direction really ah... i rmb. last time i took a bus towards the wrong direction n sensed sth wrong oni one hr later. ytd oso lyk. but! i realised it earlier than last time of cos.

haiya.. i kip forgetting wat i want to blog abt. grr.. haiz.. this weekend got no time to do hw at all. i now can blog cos i got 10 mins b4 i go. need to go out now. tahtah!



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MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, July 05, 2007


exams over! whee~~ abit slow siah. got back most of my results. blah. not much feelings abt it. maybe cos i din put in much effort?
my results:
chem: E. barely made it:) sadly it was the subj i was least unprepared for.
phy: B! kinda surprised. the surprise sank in quite slowly. its strange how i did better for the paper i was least prepared for.
maths: C. one more mark to B. the lowest ive gotten so far for maths. but im happy. was prepared for it as well.
econs: S for subPASS. strange. i c oni the capitalised part. at least i dun need to go for remedial.
gp:?

been watching alot alot alot alot of movies this yr. so much tt i got nth to watch. hopefully i'll be nerdy till after the big A. hardly watched any tv. O.O

how difficult is it to love someone u disliked for most of ur life?
not too difficult actually..



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MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, June 28, 2007


im kinda unlucky today. sprained my neck cos of either my slping position or me using the computer too long. today spent the whole day at KAP moaning abt my stiff neck. it made me look funny when i walk. luckily now much better than just now. horrible. cant wait for tmr's paper to end soon! woohoo!

im blessed :D very.



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MIDNIGHT!/ Thursday, June 21, 2007


there's sth wrong with me this mid yrs. i din touch maths at all until 4 plus the day b4 the exam. n maths was horrible. minus 47 marks. tt's for the ques tt r not answered. let alone the ones i managed to get an ans. gah. n oso din study for j2 phy n econs till ytd. wonder how i managed to study finish phy n econs ytd.. studied until 2.30. woke up at 5.45. if i managed to do rather well for these 2 papers i'll be damn happy. esp if i manage to even pass my maths. wats the chances of me passing my maths? extremely extremely low.

better buck up for prelims.

n there's still sth wrong with the cbox. grr.

slpy..



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